This morning I had a ton of things that I wanted to write about and nothing is coming to mind now... WTH? lol
One thing that's been on my mind a lot - Hopes and Dreams & Contentment (is that a word?)
Contentment - Will I ever reach that? I love so many different things that it's often hard for me to nail down something I want because I might be just as much in love with the exact opposite of that one thing. Does that make sense? Probably not, but if you know me at all, then you know my lack of ability in decision making. It's usually the problem I face because I like so many different things.
For example - I want my own land, I want acres and acres of forest, streams or a river running through it, my own organic farm, my own animals for meats and dairy, chickens for eggs, and my family all pitching in to make it happen. We would limit what we bought so then I would be able to stay home and raise my family and be as self sufficient as possible. I want to know where my food comes from, watch it grow and pick it at it's peak with my own 2 hands.
Another dream - The exact opposite. I love the idea of living in the middle of the city, with all of the entertainment and culture that I need just a few steps out my door. I want to be able to walk down the street and have sushi for lunch, walk to the farmers market and enjoy the busy downtown district. Walk my dogs around the block to the park. Get what I'm saying?
So maybe you can understand now why I wonder if I will ever be content - Ever!?
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