Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Been a while, huh?

Yes it has. Most of you that would still be interested in checking my blog will know that we've moved to Florida. Which is all sorts of fun. Or so one might think. I, personally, would rather be back home. Someone asked, where's home? And I couldn't think of anything to say as far as an actual place, but it is most definately where my kids are, and where my church is.

I'm all sorts of homesick, and really tired of living on bare minimums. I hate not having my own things, we left everything in Boise. It's frustrating as hell to look around my house, and see nothing of my own, my own style, my own things with my own feel. Beyond that, there is hardly any kind of furniture in here, I have a futon chair from my new friend that I made here. She is wonderful and giving and has donated a few pieces of furniture after only knowing her a day. She is probably the only thing keeping me from going completely insane. The A's are with their dad and I'm missing them something terrible. I've never been away from them like this. It's very rough right now, but we're getting there.

I'm trying to make plans to go back to Idaho and sell some of my things that are in my storage unit there. It's obvious it's just going to cost too much to move them and won't be worth the wear I'd put on them from moving it all across country twice. As I don't intend to be in this place for longer than my maximum sentence of two years.

I'm also wanting to make plans to go on my DAD trip that I've talked about before. It needs to be done, it's been nearly two years and I'm still really having a hard time and I really think that it would help me in my mourning, to move on some... Hopefully that will be in the works within the next year.

My car was repossessed last week as well. Isn't that just fun. Our credit sucks so bad at this point that I'm not even concerned about getting it back now, it'd be nice to not have a car payment and be able to enjoy the money that my husband works so hard for. Of course I'll have to figure out something for a car, but we are going to suffer through it until we have saved enough for a cheap car that will get us by for now until we rebuild our credit some more. Pray that I can find something reasonable that will fit my entire brady bunch family. :P

What else is new, hmmm? I got two kitties, they are siamese sisters and they are awesome, beautiful and very loving kitties. They sleep on my bed all day, and they love to be lap kitties.

And I may not be doing real good right now, but I'm alive, I'm great - and getting better every day.